A sudden decision of breaking a frozen silence
of changing the course of a relationship
(senza vergogna ma con un po di inquietudine)
after five years (so long, really??) i take the train (from Keleti, i smile as memories flash back) and after a three hour trainride i find myself in the city of Pécs.
an icy cold wind cuts through layers and layers of clothes
(it had been a smart decision to take the long coat-
but how could i possibly forget the hat again...
just like in Vienna my ears freazing off as i do my compulsary
sightseeing, but this time there is noone to tuck me under his arm to warm me up
doesnt matter- for a change, im kinda better off alone)
and there she is, my long-lost-friend
just like before
her hair shorter but her smile radiates
and some hours later i find myself back at our high level of intimacy.
she puts on my makeup and we giggle as we share a bottle of wine
i dose off only to wake up as she put on 'our' party music:)
everything is back in motion
my limbs revitalize as if by some miracle someone somehow had spread some
energy within me
changing bedshhets at four in the morining seems to be the most normal thing
as getting undressed or peeing in each others company.
some friendships are made in heaven
and now i know that even when we have to get on the road
to find ourselves
we know where (to whom) we belong
we just forget...
im glad that now i remember:)
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