just wonderingthat if i saw it,
and knew it,
if i wrote only two days ago
that it is something i shouldnt do
something that would hurt me
why did i?
maybe yes,
maybe i have some sort of a mental disorder
that manifests itself every time
something hurts me so
that i pretend it didnt
and then i cross lines
and in a sense commit suicide
only to realize
thatwhat i do is wrong
and that i have always known it is
...therefore it wouldnt have needed testing
or destroying what was left of a love.
2 comments:
Megbantad? Azt nem szabad. Ne kattogj rajta. Akkor jo volt es pont. Tobbet nem eri meg agyalni rajta. Higgy nekem!
megbánás.
nem a tettet bánom, nem a hibát, azt bánom, hogy nem álltam ki magam mellett, hogy hagytam, hogy a saját bizonytalanságom egy olyan helyzetbe vezessen ahol nem jó, nem biztonságos.
talán nem kéne agyalni rajta.
ez a vihar is elmúlik egyszer.
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