Monday, 22 June 2009

one .. morning

sitting in fron of the screen with cold air caressing your bare feet and hot coffee
and a picture you smile when looking at does not always help to start the line

though, after the first letter (s) the others may seem to find their way out faster
what you harbour in your chest is the matter you need to somehow put out there
for looking at a picture that makes you smile only intensifies the feeling and so not
being able to share it (standing at the window shouting to the hotel receptionist
on smoke break would not be much of a share-experience) you need to figure out
a way to

ah, that's it. you seemed tohave figured out a whole lot of things. about you. about him.
and now it really really fits together in your brain.
and the word of 'athena' (see battlestar galactica) ring in your head:
you pick your side and stick to it.
well. you did pick a side. and though the odds were slightly against it working
you did manage to root out most of the nasty feelings and give space for trust and love
and a future (now that'd scare him, this big word, he would sush me up and order me
to enjoy the moment instead of heading off to this direction for there is no need, sieze the day
and so on) i have a future and we are in it together. and more importantly we have a present
and we are very very present in it.

and Buckman's words float in and i remember that i should: dream big, lift others and smile.
and i do:)

/click on the headline to watch video/

2 comments:

Elena said...

come a dire, vivi l'attimo,prendi quello,senza voltarti troppe volte,nè in avanti nè indietro.
senza paure,nè profezie autoavveranti.

se conoscessi meglio l'inglese,probabilmente apprezzerei i tuoi post.

il video nascosto nel titolo mi scatena una corsa,senza fiato,occhi cristallizzati,cuore grande.

Eva said...

Vivo l'attimo sempre in attesa, prendo quello che volgio, ma nel momento in cui lo tengo in mano mi viene un dubbio scuro di esser stat trascurata

vivo la vita, ma le paure mi arrivano ogni sera, e a volte passeggio le strade e prego ad un dio inesistente che mi faccia sapere le profezie che riguardano me

ma invece devo capire le profezie e la loro scuro incertezza mi mette paura e allora vivo nel miglior modo che conosco, giorno dopo giorno

settimana A - insieme
settimana B - da sola

forse sono due persone, spiegherebbe tante cose.